In Pain

I am nothing but a useless being.
I thought I will have no problems at all.
What is happening to me?
Yes I have dreams but they are just dreams to me.
I swear I tried my best and of course will give it everything I've got for tomorrow.
But now I cannot helped but having this loud voice ringing at the back of my mind.
Honestly, I still had a little confidence back then. But it is all shoo-ed away now.
I do not think I can forget this. It is just way WAY beyond my imaginations.
Well at least I have seen this now. And I wont be too shocked the next time.
I seriously do not want to be the burden.
I did not know you expected so much of me.
I am just speechless as every word pierced through my heart.
I am in pain.


breathing difficulty worsened.
off to practice.

Public Speaking

Have been preparing for the assignment on Informative Speech.
Generally speaking, I am on the verge of overcoming my fear.
I am trying to get used to this.
But my mood fluctuates like the economy:
Sometimes I can be really confident; But sometimes I just feel like an ostrich, burying my head into the ground.And the worst part is that, whenever the right time comes, I lose my confidence and feel very pressured.
The result for that is to have my mouth dislocated from the control of my tiny brain.
Words, and I mean Nonsense will speak for themselves.
The possibility of me acting in my best condition during presentations is very low.
Yea I hope I can make it through this time. Honestly I did not prepare much on what I have to say.
I am more like preparing for my group mates, arranging and designing the slides.
I do not want to be a burden in my group and that is why I have to do what I can and try my very best this time!

GOD BLESS ME
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Happy 21st

Happy 21st Birthday Wei Xian!Actually it is a belated birthday surprise during the club meeting.
because of my ridiculous bad memory *coughs*
Yea, I will definitely remember your birthday in the coming years,
my fellow secretary =)
I am really glad to have a friend like you ^^

Perception

Misunderstandings are easily created.
Words can be twisted from one individual passing to the other.
Honestly I found this very true indeed.
Yes everyone might have experienced this before and
I have to say that I had gone through a quite serious one before.
Let's skip that unpleasant memory shall we?
I am quite grateful to this "Communication Skills" subject which has enlightened me to different perspectives on things that most of us have been living without.
Perception, to me, is basically the root for all misunderstandings.
We may not be able to manipulate the outcome of events but, in fact, the end result of the events are all within our grasp.
In simple words, the way we look at things will lead us to the end of path we had chosen in the first place.
If we choose to look at the negative side of things, this will create nothing but sorrow.
According to my mommy: Rumours can be deadly, just a normal sentence can be bent and twisted in a way that will look way uglier than it actually is.
It all depends on how a particular sentence is interpreted and perceived that will determine our decisions and thoughts on the matter.
Thus, it is of great importance to view matters on the bright side.
Judge yourself even before you comment about others.
And yes, I hate politics. Especially among friends.

Anyway, a rainbow to start a new day =)

20th

Heng Hao's Birthday

[Monday 11/1/2010]

Wonderful friend.

Smart geek.

Maple freak.

An accomplishment of mine. *coughs* Naruto *coughs*

AND ALSO.....

MY PIKA KUN =D

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY PIKA!!!

MUACKS!

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep

is finally released!

Be sure to check the opening video out ;)

I am not going to provide much description for this game, since KH fans will definitely know what this game is all about.

And to those who don't, hopefully the following video will whet your appetite =p

Yea, I am still waiting for the English version of this PSP game. It sucks, I know.

The benefit of learning Japanese language.

Haihh... will definitely master it one day.

Anyway,

Long Live Kingdom Hearts!!!

In spite of that,

My 3rd sem final exam results is ALSO released. (=_=)

And honestly, not very happy with the alphabets listed beside my IC number.

I am truly dissapointed.

Maybe I should have gone to Australia instead for my holidays. Why Bangkok?

But I know it is now a fact and what I can do for the coming semesters is to improve.

Yes I promise myself to study hard and say NO to last minute studying!

Achieving 1st class honours is a must! At least I want to try my best with no regrets!

I want my parents to be proud of me.

They must be lowering down their expectations on me I guess. ='(

Oh yea, sorry Kakak. I failed to get what I supposed to. hehe no 3As surprise for me.

Hai! Gambate!!! Let bygones be bygones. Again. =)

Yea! I won't give up!

Akiramenai!!!

2010 Resolutions

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S T U D Y H A R D !!!

1 S T C L A S S H O N O U R S !!!

SLEEP EARLY!

STAY HEALTHY!

That's all =)

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